for some reason i can’t put all my effort, time, or feelings into a guy. i honestly think guys are bullshit, there aren’t guys like that everywhere. but where i am there are. yes guys are different but their actions and thoughts are the same.
in the back of my head i think everything they tell…
We in the same boat.
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lately ive been told i look cute with my curly hair and it fits me so well….yea well some people also tell me sometimes i need to straighten it or get my hair done. though i dnt let it get to me, it makes me question your thoughts of me. Like i look that bad with my curly hair or what? what is it? but one things for sure ill NEVER change my appearance or style for anybody. I am who i am for a reason, and ill keep it that way. Lesson of the day.. be true to yourself. but of course you already knew this. well this is a reminder
Ive come to the conclusion that maybe me and relationships do not mix. Idk maybe my trust is fucked up, but then again whos isnt. I miss E.D. So much its killing me more and more each day. I cant let it go. Im really trying my hardest but just cant. Im trying not to tear up in class but my heart is broken because i dnt understand what exactly happy we just stopped being together and havent talked. *sigh* lord give me the strength to get through today.
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well like days in a year, things change. and this i can assume didnt last that long. well as i had predicted but the same shit keeps happening. i fall fast for a boy lowkey and we talk, weeks later things arent the same. pshh it gets annoying. and it like repeats every now in then when i find a new boy im always talking to and always thinking abt. *sigh. maybe this is a sign from god saying i dont need to be in a relationship right now. and i think i need to take that into consideration at the moment before im in the same predicament again. but why does he put these boys in my path then… well like i saying i found someone new lol the person id least think id end up talking to. hmm i hear good things but im expecting the worst and hoping for the best. i got to get use to feeling this way. but im trying not to fall so fast, so i need to chill out and calm down. he’s been really sweet to me lately and its making me happy but i wanna see his true colors but i keep hearing he’s really nice. *sigh im not even gonna step past the “talk zone”. i want things to be how ive always wanted them to be but i dnt want to get too comfortable and we end up like my past. Bare with me. Goodnight.
-Tay
@notorioustay follow me!!!
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This relationship might actually work yo. And he’s doing so much for me while its not even official. Last night he told me abt a bad experience and said to me “if you dnt love me dont say it” and it hit me because i felt the same way. I cant stop blushing when were on the phone, on skype, or if im with him. I feel safe when were together. And the feeling a mutual. ❤
So ive know him since the summer and i had a crush on him since then, we recently met up and smoked with a couple of our friends. And i couldnt stop blushing at him. He’s so adorable. And we just spent the day together at a game. I enjoyed myself and I know everyone goes through the lovey dovey stage but i doubt itll stop with him. Like i still talk to other people but this boy has took my heart yo. Player tay isnt the player anymore. Lol but he’s worth it. 😚💘
Its funny how you could like someone soo much and dnt talk to them the next. Ive been telling yall that i like these people in my previous post but ive lost interest in both. One couldnt make up his mind and the other was ready for a relationship but then changed his mind. I could deal with the mixed feelings of both of them so i dropped them. No longer will they recieve words from me. ✌
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Looking at you makes me bring back all the old memories but whats done has to be done. Or ill regret it.
